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  • 2017-04-06 Let’s Be Real

    I’ve had a strange vibe in my soul today. Just wanting to listen to some good music and get my “A” game on. Every time I spin right round baby round, round, though, these fools be interrupting my flow. For real. Let me break it down now. For real, real. This is like the organic…

  • 2017-04-05 Random Hump-Day Update

    This morning I feel pretty good about life in general. I’m well rested and ready for a highly productive work day. I fully intend to get a lot done today and am also looking forward to a sister-date I have scheduled tonight with my lovely sister Jamie. I’ve got a lot to catch her up…

  • 2017-04-04 Boredom

    It has been a few days since I have written anything. Either I have not had the time or the inclination. I generally feel better about things if I can write through it, but sometimes, it just doesn’t work out to do that. I also feel like a broken record sometimes. Or a broken CD.…

  • 2017-04-01 On Sleep and Seeking Medical Help

    Today I slept in until 10 AM. Thanks in part to being at Josh’s house until like 5 and the other part to Alprazolam (Xanax). Without it, I probably would not have been able to fall back asleep. As usual, my mind was wide awake at 5AM and in those cases in the past, I…

  • 2017-03-30 Wait a Day, Things Will Change

    Two days ago, by the sheer force of my own will, I turned a rotten day into a good day. At the very least, I took a negative start to the day and made something positive out it. I did that with my mind powers. Or so I thought. Yesterday, it was a complete turnaround.…

  • 2017-03-29 Yes I Can

    Yesterday I woke up in a funk. I had more than 8 hours sleep which is outside the norm for me and yet I was groggy and did not feel well rested. I was sort of crampy and a lot grumpy and just generally feeling low and dumpy from what felt like 100 days of…

  • 2017-03-28 Where’s the Bright Side?

    I woke up with a slight headache this morning and it’s officially day 1 of my cycle. I don’t have to go into the office today, thank goodness. At the present moment I’m still in bed with my laptop and seriously considering just working from here until I really need to get up for some…

  • 2017-03-28 Jimmi D’s – They Can’t All Be Winners.. 2

    Sometimes, it’s just about a Cheeseburger. 😃 On Saturday (yes, I know that was like 3 days ago now), the kids and I met my Mom and Sister’s and my sister’s husband, Bob, at a restaurant and Bar called Jimi D’s. I really like the place, it’s a mid-tier bar, so not a dive and…

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