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2021-02-26 Dealing With Inky, Blinky, Pinky, and Clyde

I’ve been awake since before 3am. What time I don’t know because I’ve been told looking at the clock is waking up my brain. Ok. So the first time I looked at the clock was about 3:15am. It’s not the light of the clock waking up my brain. I’m pretty sure my brain does that…
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2021-02-25 Trials By Fire 🔥

It’s early and I don’t want to be up. I also don’t want to lay in bed for one more damn minute thinking about all the things and stuff. My desire to keep the schedule I’ve set myself for today ends at about 11:30am. I’m not particularly excited about going to CB today. I’m actually…
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2021-02-24 Some Days Just Need to Be Forgotten

Yesterday was a doozie. I’m not sure what exactly what it was besides a series of random, unrelated events but it was a miracle nobody was murdered. Scratch that. I know exactly what it was that started it.. the incident with the trash cans. After that, there’s not a thing that could happen to fix…
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2021-02-23 24 Days in a a Row…

Streaks man. Gotta keep em going. I’m still in transition and some habits are hard to break. Hard-hard. Especially when you get texted by a friend you haven’t talked to in a while. That’s not an emergency but what’s a girl to do? But tomorrow will be different. Tomorrow I’m getting serious about getting myself…
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2021-02-22 Ready, Set, Rewind… 🕹🕹🕹

Today I’m transitioning my moves to match more of how life was in 2006. That’s right, it’s really happening. It’s definitely a transition infused with little moments of awareness. I’m thinking about the behaviors and technologies I use on a regular basis. It’s one thing to say “I’m going to try this experiment for one…
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2021-02-21 Sunday Status Funny Money 🐹

It’s Sunday and I’m checking my stats. How did I do meeting my goals? For sleep I achieved my goal 6 of 7 nights. Healthy eating.. 4 of 7. Mood.. 4 of 7. Meditation.. 2 of 7. Exercise.. 6 of 7. Most of this looks good but feels a bit like funny money. Like you…
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2021-02-20 Why I’m Doubling Down Today

Yesterday, just as I was developing the inspiration to write about all the sexcapaids I’ve had in my life, life interjected and shut that down. Here’s how the conversation went (paraphrasing of course)… Life: “Here.. read this and get angry” (hands me an email). Me: 😬😬😬 (deep breath). “No! Not today life. I’m not letting…
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2021-02-19 The One that Wanted to be About Sex but Couldn’t Make it Past First Base…
I looked into the salty air thinking about my irritation over an email I just read and said to myself “it’s time to get serious.” Then I looked at myself in the mirror from the treadmill and said “NO!” I actually pointed at myself as I said, “NO! NOT THIS TIME.” I’m not going to…
