Category: journal

  • 2021-07-08 Teeter Totter Thursday

    2021-07-08 Teeter Totter Thursday

    The holiday has come and gone and I’m back to checking my to-do list. I know I’ve put too much on it and will not be able to get it all done. I’m teetering. I’m not sure if I need to pull back from life a little more or if my answer is to dive…

  • 2021-07-02 Wait a Day and the Forecast Will Change

    2021-07-02 Wait a Day and the Forecast Will Change

    In case anyone is playing along, I did not let the snafu with my ex go. I sent a follow up text pointing out that he literally contradicted his own “advice” to our son by ignoring my text message. And of course I couldn’t help but throw in that I don’t agree with him and…

  • 2021-07-01 The One To My Ex About Actions and Consequences

    2021-07-01 The One To My Ex About Actions and Consequences

    To admit you feel as though you want revenge is to admit to being human. That’s my excuse. I’m human and therefore flawed in all the miraculous ways human beings are. It’s a miracle that we are here at all— stranded on this spiral arm of stars.  I’m flawed for feeling as though I’m enjoying…

  • 2021-06-30 List Making Foolishness!… ✅✅✅

    2021-06-30 List Making Foolishness!… ✅✅✅

    It’s the last day of the month. This month I did something I haven’t done in a good long time and that was to put my monthly goals on the whiteboard in my office. In truth I only did it about a week ago in an attempt to reboot my productivity with regard to longer…

  • 2021-06-28 Loneliness

    2021-06-28 Loneliness

    Today’s poem of the day from the Paris Review is about loneliness. Today’s heartache is not knowing how to help my daughter navigate her loneliness.  It’s a staunch truth that though we may be surrounded by people—home, work, school— we can still be suffering from loneliness. A longing to be with our person or persons.…

  • 2021-06-27 Super Solo Sunday Status

    2021-06-27 Super Solo Sunday Status

    Today I’m getting a half day all to myself. My man has gone “picking” with his bro at a farm in Seward Nebraska. I hadn’t heard of picking until he Introduced me to the concept and cited the show American pickers as an example. Jim is big into finding “treasure” at antique stores and estate…

  • 2021-06-26 After the Storm there is Calm

    2021-06-26 After the Storm there is Calm

    I’ve once again navigated the sea of emotions my monthly cycle often laps over me in waves. Gritting my teeth through the frustration of the daily grind, the longing for peace and stillness, and anger when little pricks press into my skin like poorly executed acupuncture.  My mantra? “Wait a few days and see what…

  • 2021-06-23 Security Camera Saga Part 2: Testing 🎥

    2021-06-23 Security Camera Saga Part 2: Testing 🎥

    To recap, I’ve been tasked with selecting a new security camera system for our household and previously did a deep dive into the analysis of it all. Part 1 ended with Jim and I discussing the systems that landed at the top of our list and pulling the trigger on purchasing not 1 but 2…