Category: journal

  • 2019-09-23 Skiddle-de-Do

    2019-09-23 Skiddle-de-Do

    The assignment due today? Pour the worst time in your life into a poem and make it linguistically beautiful and tragic and don’t forget to turn all the abstraction to concrete image. It’s the toughest assignment I’ve ever had. How do you turn all that black out drunk grief wailing near the top of the…

  • 2019-09-20 The Friday Night PVP Edition

    2019-09-20 The Friday Night PVP Edition

    It’s pretty late on a Friday afternoon and I have a small window to collect some thoughts from the last couple days and I’m sort of not in the mood to write a long sentence song of woe from my drama and it’s actually a nice balance of good and bad so that doesn’t really…

  • 2019-09-18 Words.. The Lost and Found Edition

    2019-09-18 Words.. The Lost and Found Edition

    When I was at residency I had a flood of words to work with. It’s always an interesting experiment in immersion and the impulse of spontaneous thought lingers for a while after I return home. This time around I was given an extra push and had some strong emotion to propel me forward and keep…

  • 2019-09-16 Just Shrugging Along

    2019-09-16 Just Shrugging Along

    Monday again and I had class which felt really long today. We finished a class exercise we started last week and it took 77 minutes. I didn’t count .. the prof was apparently keeping track. It makes me realize these things are sometimes just as tedious (or more so) for the person dreaming up, conducting…

  • 2019-09-14 Leaps and Bounds of Faith

    2019-09-14 Leaps and Bounds of Faith

    I don’t have a religion. You might say I’m areligious the way an asexual has no need for sex or an aromantic has no need for romance. All three of those things are real words with definitions attached, I just checked. But, just as an aromantic can still have and want and need love, I…

  • 2019-09-13 Making Sense of Nonsense

    2019-09-13 Making Sense of Nonsense

    This week has been a mess of nonsense. One minute things are fine, the next there’s an urgent letter that arrives and I spent time trying to decipher it, then I realize what day it is and go spinning back in time to try and make some words for that. I have assignments that are…

  • 2019-09-11 Nine-Eleven, 18 Years Later

    2019-09-11 Nine-Eleven, 18 Years Later

    Today, nine eleven slipped into the forgotten space of a busy world where so many other things insist on being necessary. Every year, as I type the date, the words, I’m reminded instantly. Every day I type the date because that is how I begin. It is part of the fabric of my beginning the…

  • 2019-09-10 OR..91019!💃💃💃

    2019-09-10 OR..91019!💃💃💃

    What’s with the dancing you ask? Well.. my dear friend Michelle pointed out to me yesterday that we are rolling into a glorious 10 day stretch of dates that are PALINDROMES! Let me tell you that when she texted me that yesterday it made me grin from ear to ear, not only because I’m a…