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2021-09-05 Working through Control Issues
This morning I’m thinking about control. I’m thinking about how to truly let go of something I have no control over and more than that questioning why I let something I know is out of my control dig at my insides. My day yesterday was consumed with taking a car in for an audio upgrade,…
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2021-05-25 What’s In the News… 🗞
Happy mask mandate expiry day! It’s been a while since I’ve walked/written/had time to think about the world at large. Life is that way sometimes I guess. The last time I checked in I was pouring over my stabilizing good mood and trying to decide what, exactly, it was that made the tide turn in…
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2021-05-03 Thinking About What’s Got Me Down is Like Having Bronchitis
It may not be the same for everyone, but the struggle is real. It’s a popular saying for a reason. I’m constantly having internal conversations with myself that I can’t seem to quit having. There’s no resolution that I can see or feel and it puts my brain on spin cycle and it’s wearing me…
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2021-04-17 On the Eve of the Next Big Adventure
If I had to pick a theme for my life lately it would be “Practicing the Art of Letting Go.” So many things have slid off my radar and the biggest thing I feel like I’ve let go of is worrying about all of it. In that sense, it’s been quite positive. It’s definitely not…
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2021-03-30 Woe is the Melancholy Way
Today is the first day in 3 weeks I haven’t had to either go to the ER, the hospital, or my moms house. My sister is driving from Denver as I type this and I feel a weight lifting. Last night everyone at my house was otherwise occupied doing their own thing and I took…
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2021-02-26 Dealing With Inky, Blinky, Pinky, and Clyde
I’ve been awake since before 3am. What time I don’t know because I’ve been told looking at the clock is waking up my brain. Ok. So the first time I looked at the clock was about 3:15am. It’s not the light of the clock waking up my brain. I’m pretty sure my brain does that…
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2021-02-24 Some Days Just Need to Be Forgotten
Yesterday was a doozie. I’m not sure what exactly what it was besides a series of random, unrelated events but it was a miracle nobody was murdered. Scratch that. I know exactly what it was that started it.. the incident with the trash cans. After that, there’s not a thing that could happen to fix…
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2021-01-17 Reminiscing With My Daughter About My Daughter
Day 2 waking up with cringe-worthy cramps. But.. I’m not going to let it keep me down today. I can do better. I have a little time to collect my thoughts and get my act together. Yesterday I may have “let go” and tried not to let my mood control the day. I may not…
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