Tag: relationship

  • 2020-05-27 Paranoia

    2020-05-27 Paranoia

    Dear Diary, I question your motives and intentions. I question the nature of our relationship. And I question the validity of your perceived value. It’s impossible to write without considering ones audience. Without the audience, there’s no hook. There’s no message. There’s no purpose. Or is there? I read a book of poetry once that […]

  • 2019-01-12 A Year in Review – Farewell 2018

    As predicted, I’m slow to take a good long, wide-net look at 2018. I’m just now starting to consider what is worth looking in the rear view for. Of course there are the easy and obvious things, like my measured stats.. steps, sleep, heart rate, weight, yadda-yadda, woof-woof. A big part of me is like […]

  • 2018-04-16 The Master Procrastinator Strikes Again

    First and foremost.. holy hell!! Serious snow fall over the weekend. I don’t remember the last time it snowed on Tax day, but that’s exactly what happened. My Saturday girls game day plans got postponed to next Saturday and I opted out of monthly wine night. Both were partially selfish as 1) I was still […]

  • 2018-04-14 Times, They are a Changin’

    I’m still trying to get over whatever illness took over my body a few days ago. Some slightly annoying symptoms that will not seem to go away. Not enough to keep me from doing stuff, but bad enough to make me just not want to do stuff. I haven’t been at the gym for a […]

  • 2018-04-08 This is My Blog and I’ll Rant if I Want To

    I’m not gonna sugar coat this. My ex-husband is a supreme douchebag. My gawd.. it’s good that my BS threshold is so high, otherwise I’d probably have been pushed past a breaking point way before now. The funny thing is, he gets so butt-hurt when people talk shit about his behaviors. If you do douchy […]

  • 2018-03-29 Austin Day 1: My Home Away from Home

    I had a good “homecoming” yesterday as I was picked up from the airport and whisked to dinner straight away. It was a nice time at a familiar place and it gave Rebecca and I a few hours, one on one, to catch up. She updated me on her stories and I pretty much went […]

  • 2018-02-22 No Apologies, No Regrets

    Why does it take so long in our lives to get to the point where we care less about what everyone else thinks and more about what we think? I look at my teenage daughter and can feel her persona covered in things she has picked up from caring about what other people think. It’s […]

  • 2018-02-19 Location, Location, Location

    I never heard back from new guy last night. I tried to keep my mind off of it and I tried to read and write instead. I’m not going to lie, it was tough. I’m not a stalker but I feel like one. That’s not me, is it? I don’t really even know this guy […]

  • 2018-01-28 Sunday Status Update – Totally Phoning This One In

    Happy Sunday People! Let’s make this quick so we can get back to the good life… Sleep.. Average 7 hours 36 minutes a night. Exercise.. Average 22,372 per day. Healthy eating.. Day 21 of 30 of the Whole 30. See yesterday’s post for the details. Employment status.. Full time gig, working part time hours. Student […]

  • 2017-11-16 The Measuring Stick

    Spoiler alert. This one is long, has backstory, AND poetry. It’s clear that I’m in a much better place today than I was this time last year. I don’t really need a reminder, but sometimes it’s good to have a measuring stick. Some way to know just how far I’ve come. The value in me […]