Tag: Sleep

  • 2021-02-26 Dealing With Inky, Blinky, Pinky, and Clyde

    2021-02-26 Dealing With Inky, Blinky, Pinky, and Clyde

    I’ve been awake since before 3am. What time I don’t know because I’ve been told looking at the clock is waking up my brain. Ok. So the first time I looked at the clock was about 3:15am. It’s not the light of the clock waking up my brain. I’m pretty sure my brain does that […]

  • 2021-02-04 A Good Day to Start (Again)

    2021-02-04 A Good Day to Start (Again)

    The update to yesterday’s “to be continued” question was answered last night at 9pm after 4 hours of discussion about the GLR lit mag (and after not having eaten a meal all day).  In short, I didn’t care what it was.. I had to eat and ASAP so those left-over enchiladas were the best option. […]

  • 2021-01-21 Doing the Thursday Smile and Wave 👋🏻

    2021-01-21 Doing the Thursday Smile and Wave 👋🏻

    Yesterday was such a strange day I want to let go of and forget it ever happened. By contrast today has been pretty freaking great so far. I just don’t get life sometimes. Is it life or is it me? I really do wonder if other people’s lives are like that. One day is shit […]

  • 2021-01-20 Serious Sleep Rant

    2021-01-20 Serious Sleep Rant

    There’s absolutely nothing I’m looking forward to today. That’s messed up.  You know what else is messed up? Stats that lie. Sleep score of 82 last night…. my ass!  Per the usual I was asleep about 30 seconds after I closed my eyes at 10PM. I woke up just before midnight. Ugh!!  I knew right […]

  • 2021-01-18 A Caravan Traveling Toward the Unknown

    Today the lingering ghost of disturbing dreams and waking drenched in sweat and exhaustion has me walking a slower pace than normal. What was I running from all night? What had me peering back over my shoulder and looking off at the airfield in the distance, climbing a steep grassy slope to a narrow stair […]

  • 2021-01-08 Vivre la Résolution! 🗓

    2021-01-08 Vivre la Résolution! 🗓

    I’m satisfactorily rested and caffeinated. I’m in good spirits and so far feeling on top of the “sitch” today. It’s certainly still a very volatile status, kinda like that cliche about weather in Nebraska. Wait a day….  Case in point is that yesterday felt dire. I mean like “holy-hell-will-I-ever-get-my-act-together?” dire. Exhausted by a few chores […]

  • 2020-12-19 Christmas is Slithering Near

    2020-12-19 Christmas is Slithering Near

    See what I did there?  Oh last night I just got seriously smashed. I mean, it doesn’t take much these days. A half a bottle of my favorite red wine, Jam Jar, which is sweet and goes to my head almost immediately. But its sweetness also probably contributes to the midnight wake up with a […]

  • 2020-12-05 Stranger than Fiction

    2020-12-05 Stranger than Fiction

    It’s 3:30am and I’m headed into what I hope is the last long day of a string of long days that has left me sleepless, and full of Negative emotion. Yesterday was the first day I didn’t go across the river to CB and the plans I tried to make with my brother didn’t pan […]

  • 2020-12-03 Two Fer One Thursday

    2020-12-03 Two Fer One Thursday

    Yesterday was another long day that moved faster than the normal speed of time. A late morning request led me back across the river to a floral shop in CB followed by a late lunch. Second day in a row inside a restaurant. Not sure how I feel about that. I also picked up my […]

  • 2020-11-19 And Just Like Snap…

    2020-11-19 And Just Like Snap…

    Nothing like getting news that wrecks the day. That was 1pm yesterday. I ignored a call from my ex-husband in the AM. One call gets dismissed automatically, because of conditioned behavior. I’ve learned that whatever that first call is, wait, and it could resolve itself, or simmer down, or be a possible a mistake/butt dial […]