Miss SugarCookie

Category: journal

  • 2017-08-07 GoodBye Alabama

    I met with Alabama one last time today. He’s leaving for Alabama tomorrow. He’s so confident our paths with cross again. So confident he can convince me to come to come visit hime. The fact that he thinks he is going to have any time at all to spare with surgery and school and training…

  • 2017-08-07 What Works and What Doesn’t

    Last week I decided to throw my trusty to-do list out the window and just live and do the things that struck my fancy when the moments were ripe. By Wednesday I felt very unproductive and unsatisfied and by Thursday I decided to make a list and start crossing things off and by Friday, I…

  • 2017-08-06 The Raw Truth About This Dating Thing

    This IS the organic blog about my life. That means it’s just raw and real and there are no additives and preservatives and no processing or editing. It’s just me. I just need to be real about this moment in my life. For one minute can I really just be exposed and not give a…

  • 2017-08-06 On Blogging (That’s So Meta)

    It was either the 20K steps I had yesterday or the two glasses of wine that did me in by like 10:30pm. Perhaps I should consider that I was up at 4:50am without much significant rest all day. I woke today around 5:45am, partially due to the pressure in my bladder and partially due to…

  • 2017-08-05 The “Hopeless” in Hopeless Romantic

    Today I found myself feeling very anti-social and melancholy and consequently walking around Walnut Creek again. I arrived just about 45 minutes prior to sunset and when I began walking I paced myself so that I could enjoy the sunset from the path on east side of the lake looking west. Most of the music…

  • 2017-08-05 Not Ready for “What Now”

    It’s just past 6AM and I’ve been awake since 4 something. The sun is just around the corner and there is light outside now and I’ve opened the curtains and the windows which is a sure sign I’ve given up the notion of any more sleeping on this night. I was so tired when I…

  • 2017-08-04 More On That Later

    Yesterday ended up being a fairly down and negative day for me and today was quite the opposite and it is at the end of the day now and I’ve been trying to put my finger on what exactly the difference has been and I really don’t know. Yesterday was a day of pretty minimal…

  • 2017-08-03 The Consumption of Time

    I’m one full month into not working and quite amazed at how my days magically fill up with things to do despite having 8+ extra hours to work with. The first change, which I think I thought was going to be quite instantaneous but has taken a little time to come to pass is the…