Category: journal

  • 2020-03-30 Balance and Flow

    2020-03-30 Balance and Flow

    When you put in the work, sometimes it sucks. But man oh man does it feel good when you’re close to the finish line. That’s how I’m finally feeling today after putting myself in a box for the last three days. Not only did I need to crank out some pages for my MFA thesis…

  • 2020-03-26 Climbing the Pyramid is a Struggle

    2020-03-26 Climbing the Pyramid is a Struggle

    My basic needs are being met, and I’m grateful for that. By Maslow’s standards, I’m probably at Safety and while that’s ok, I’m desperate to go higher. But I’m stuck. So many of my writer friends and acquaintances are writing their hearts out right now. Amid this crisis people are inspired to create. In times…

  • 2020-03-25 My Plan to Go Rogue

    2020-03-25 My Plan to Go Rogue

    I’ve just written three sentences and backspaced them. I don’t think I have it in me today. It’s that little voice inside that says “go rogue”. I’m on the hook for more work and never has there been as much other stuff going on. I don’t want to get myself all bunched up like last…

  • 2020-03-24 Turning My Frown Upside-Down

    2020-03-24 Turning My Frown Upside-Down

    I don’t have anything positive to say today it seems. My mind is cycling through points of irritation about my ex-husband, my current husband’s son, and just not having enough time to get everything that “needs” doing done. Most of this has roots in the current state of the world and the Pandemic. And frankly…

  • 2020-03-23 Navigating the New Monday

    2020-03-23 Navigating the New Monday

    I realized yesterday that just being home doesn’t qualify as time I need to recharge my battery. I need time alone. There’s a big difference between me being home while everyone goes off to work and school when I can get down with my own intentions and plans and parting ways after breakfast where I’m…

  • 2020-03-22 Super-Sized Sunday Status

    2020-03-22 Super-Sized Sunday Status

    It’s Sunday again and I really need to get some steps to boost my stats and get my heart going. Plus, I’ve got a lot to say today so this could get long. Imma start with school. Yesterday I had a two hour phone conversation with my assigned mentor for the semester and though it…

  • 2020-03-20 Best Laid Plans 🤷‍♀️

    2020-03-20 Best Laid Plans 🤷‍♀️

    Today I’m going to try… really try to get through the last third of my manuscript and revise those pages based on feedback from my mentor. I have a call with him tomorrow. *** I literally wrote that opening sentence 7 hours ago. I was called away by other duties as assigned and now it’s…

  • 2020-03-19 All Roads Lead to Madness

    2020-03-19 All Roads Lead to Madness

    I’ve been awake since 5 am after sleeping less than 6 hours. I’d like to let my brain wander around for a while on things that are not pandemic related, but it’s a challenge. I have six hours of work meetings today and that’s something I might typically groan about but my outlook on it…