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2020-05-05 What a Girl Really Wants š·

Yesterday was a long day. Just a blur. And Iām tired. I had that thing happen again, where I was inspired to write something but I was in the middle of something else and couldnāt just drop everything to get that down. I thought, foolishly, for the hundredth time that it would linger around long…
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2020-05-04 A Zone 7 Beauty Thriving in Zone 5

(Happy Star Wars Day Friends.. May the Force be with you today and always!) š Itās a rainy Monday in Nebraska and my list of tasks never seems to lighten up. Instead of going there, though, and dwelling on the endless caravan of sideshow attractions, Iām gonna sit in the dirt and marvel at the…
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2020-04-29 Mathematics and Other Tragedies

I could draw myself into a spiral. I could pretend to be a straight line or paint my life as an isosceles triangle in perpetual motion. The faster it spins, the more the points blur into circles that create borders that canāt be penetrated. If I was reborn as a star, would I have five…
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2020-04-28 Hidden Tracks, Nostalgia, and Serious Feels

Iām listening to a new playlist I created last week. Itās pretty much the bomb and full of songs Iāve forgotten I loved so much and some new ones I didnāt even know I owned. Each new selection leads down another road of thought, which is pretty incredible, but it makes me feel sort of…
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2020-04-27 Todayās Big News Top 5 List

Itās Monday again but not just any Monday. Lots of big things to report on. Perfect for a top 5 List: Thesis = Done (Iāve said that about 4 other times, but I think this is it. Yes, I still have to print copies and send to the university by snail mail, but Iām not…
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2020-04-26 Sunday Un-Status

Well.. today is the actual deadline for getting my thesis submitted for a formal format check but since I sent that off last week, Iāve already got my reply. There are changes I have to make because itās an official university document. Some of the choices I made for section headers for the 5 sections…
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2020-04-24 A New Setlist to Help Me Cope with Un-Planning

Yesterday I had this poem knocking on my door and I was like ājust a second, I gotta check my messagesā. I got distracted by the day. The same poem knocked again later in the day but when I opened the door I found only echo and silence. And thatās when I know Iām still…
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2020-04-23 Dance of the Mid Life Crisis

This has been a long week and Iām happy to be nearing the end. I gave myself a goal to finish my Thesis before Friday so I could just let go for the weekend. The format check by the program coordinator and thumbs up from the second reader are the only other hurdles before itās…
