I could talk about my stats… blah blah, woof woof, whatever. It’s always the same. I could cover how I may or may not have made it through day 3 of my healthy eating challenge. Schmesh! Ain’t nobody got time for that. I have no words of wisdom. I have no helpful hints to offer. Truth is, I ain’t got shit today.
I’m at the gym pretty late and my heart is just not in it. I spent the whole morning combing through my house for things to take to goodwill and things to pack. My brain can’t let go of this issue of having too much stuff. Thinking about all my stuff and Jim’s stuff is stressing me out. That’s when you know you’re life is good… when the thing that’s giving you anxiety is the fact that you have too much stuff. 🙄🤦♀️
To be fair, my anxiety level is pretty high today cuz my cat is missing and I’m worried about a new project starting this week that I really didn’t want to take on. I know I’m over committed for the amount of things I have going on and the thing that is going to give is school. Having that conversation with my program coordinator this week is not something I am looking forward to. I’ve been procrastinating my school work again and another packet is due in just a few weeks. All of this is small stuff, but every little thing adds to the pile.
So while my cat missing doesn’t seem like a big deal, it’s putting me over the top. It’s not like she’s never wandered before, but I would just feel better if she came running when I called like normal.
The truth is, I didn’t really feel like going to the gym but figured it would take my mind off of things. I’m not sure why I thought that because I’ve spent my whole time here so far worrying. At least I’m getting steps in while I ponder my current predicament.
See.. I told you I didn’t have shit to write about today. I just need to go find my cat so order and balance can be restored in my universe. Good grief!
🐱 Here kitty kitty,