… Eat Tacos!!! 🌮🌮🌮
It’s Saturday and I’ve done a few things but I’ve also kinda wasted the day away. The sun is already in its daily slide down the west side of the big Nebraska blue and I’m just not satisfied.
I just need a little more time. I just always want more. I’ve got a lot of reading ahead of me yet this weekend. Workshop stuff and GLR stuff and I’m just not feeling any of it. I read a little last night and this morning and my patience is so thin. I want to be engaged with what I’m reading. I want it to knock my socks off but I can barely get through a paragraph before my mind starts wandering away.
Don’t even get me started on the state of my emotions. One minute I’m feeling happy and the next, I’m grumpy of melancholy or some other such nonsense.
I want to read poetry that makes me want to write. I want a story that grabs my body and drags it through a vortex of sensations. Make me think. Change my mind. Make me cry or pump my fist in the air with an audible “YES!”
Instead I slide off my chair and lay flat on the floor looking for my new sweet kitten hiding under the bed. Instead I’m mentally and physically and emotionally distracted.
Instead of reading, I resume sending the rest of the declines in the decline pile. A dirty job, but someone has to do it. Today, it’s less effort than actually trying to read, so I guess that’s it.
What’s happening right now?
I’m walking off the too full feeling I acquired eating too much chipotle.
Fun fact.. I have had a taco for at least one meal everyday since last Tuesday. Guess I’m going through a taco phase.
Also noteworthy is that has oft been accompanied by margaritas – a recipe Jim and I have perfected. It’s a pretty bomb combo. 🌮+🍹= ❣️ I digress.
No matter. Times up. I gotta get back to work wading through shallow waves of words.
Peace and Love,