Miss SugarCookie

Category: journal

  • 2017-04-30 Closure Conversation?

    I’ve been saying all along, at every turn, that I need closure but that I may never have it. I may never have that conversation. I may never get the chance to say all the things I wanted to say AFTER it was all over. All the things I’ve ever said were things I wanted…

  • 2017-04-30 It’s All Just Rotten

    I probably wrote a couple of weeks ago that Matt had texted me a couple of times. And then we had a phone call on random Tuesday night. The next day is when I wrote “Waking Up Wednesday Wondering Why”. I don’t have to wonder more, now. Because now I’ve narrowed it down. Matt wants…

  • 2017-04-29 Saturday Status Check

    I thought I would start today by providing a simple status check, just so it is perfectly clear what the last week has done to me. Sleep: Last 7 days average 4 hours and 49 Minutes. About 2 hours short of my daily goal. 😔 Exercise: 7 day average step count is 9873. About 2K…

  • 2017-04-28 The Great Unraveling

    I was going to try to sleep on the plane but my brain had other plans for me. I watched the sunset down into the soft desert hills as we ascended to our cruising altitude. I tried to just focus on the beauty and enjoy it but that was not in the cards either. Instead…

  • 2017-04-28 Phoenix – Day 7, Going Home

    I just boarded the plane that is going to take me home. I’ve been in Phoenix for 7 days and I have no idea what this city looks like or has to offer. It’s really a shame. This traveling for work BS is.. well.. BS. Last night we had dinner outside at a place nestled…

  • 2017-04-26 Phoenix – Day 5, And the Beat Goes On

    Last night I fell asleep at 9:30 and this morning at about 4. Those doing the time math on that can clearly see that means I had 6.5 hours a sleep. It was absolutely necessary and it was AMAZING. Never in my life did I think I would ever be so excited to have 6…

  • 2017-04-25 Phoenix – Day 4, This Can’t Be Healthy

    I know I wrote a little bit before meeting my co-workers in the lobby at 6:45AM this morning to go to breakfast, but I have no idea what I wrote. I know I only slept for 3.5 hours and have been non-stop working for about 48 hours now. Do you know what being tired and…

  • 2017-04-25 Phoenix – What Day is it Again?

    Day 3 came and went and I did not have a minute to spare to write about any of it. Now it is day 4 and it is about ready to start all over again. I’m running on 3 hours of sleep and that’s probably not going to sustain me for the whole day today,…