Category: journal

  • 2020-06-11 Elusive Quests and Familiar Territory

    2020-06-11 Elusive Quests and Familiar Territory

    Have you ever played a game like world of Warcraft where you were given the option to go on quests? I have. I had a brief encounter with WOW in 2010/2011 where I entertained the idea of becoming a mage and venturing out on endless numbers of quests and taking on battles and running around…

  • 2020-06-10 Three Types of Death

    2020-06-10 Three Types of Death

    All those days I wasted lamentingAll the sunsets I missed with my eyes fixed on a screen.All those neurons bounced around aimed at connection in pursuit of answers.The real opportunities missed as the clock ticks down to zero. Or near zero. Did you know that when you are pronounced dead, there’s a timer somewhere in…

  • 2020-06-06 Saturday’s Useless and Hopeless Wandering

    2020-06-06 Saturday’s Useless and Hopeless Wandering

    Isn’t that title just uplifting? Doesn’t it just make you want to read on? No? Ok. But I still gotta… Probably I just want coffee. I’ve been up since maybe 6 and don’t like the fact that I can’t get through a full nights sleep without some sort of sleep aid. I can’t get through…

  • 2020-06-05 Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely

    2020-06-05 Absolute Power Corrupts Absolutely

    But does it have to? I DONT TALK POLITICS. Don’t ask me to talk politics. If I’m in the room and the subject comes up, I get angry. I have anger that rises in me from some festering fissure deep inside. Why do I hate politics so? It doesn’t matter what side you are on.…

  • 2020-06-04 Elephants and Mice and Men

    2020-06-04 Elephants and Mice and Men

    My love was exhausted after work yesterday. He skipped dinner, had a hang out with his son, finished his work and went to bed early. I was all alone in the house. All alone with my thoughts and starting at a screen. It’s past curfew, and there’s no where I can go. Nothing I can…

  • 2020-06-03 What a Virgo living in the age of Aquarius does In a pandemic

    2020-06-03 What a Virgo living in the age of Aquarius does In a pandemic

    Set it and forget it. Part of the appeal of doing something right or having trust in someone else doing something that needs to get done and having confidence in their ability is the “set it and forget it” principal. Do it, or ask someone else to do it, and then let you mind let…

  • 2020-06-02 Introducing… The Good Life Review

    2020-06-02 Introducing… The Good Life Review

    I’ve sent some of my darlings out into the universe and it’s so tough to let them go when you know life is tough and people are critical and maybe they (my babies) are not wanted or needed and their message will land in the hands of someone too busy with chaos or wrapped up…

  • 2020-06-01 What other choice do I have?

    2020-06-01 What other choice do I have?

    A friend of mine texted me out of the blue to ask how I was doing. I said I’m OK, but that I think it’s “the end of days” going on right now. I’m not sure if this hellfire of strangeness is biblical, but it sure feels like it. It would be just like the…