Category: journal

  • 2017-09-27 Answers From Within

    I was left to my own devices for most of the day yesterday. I was left alone to choose what I wanted to do without any influence from the outside world. It was a day of following my internal compass and I followed in that direction both physically and mentally. As I sit here now,…

  • 2017-09-26 A Different Road

    It’s 4:45AM. I woke up at four. I’m not in my own house and therefore not in my own bed and I probably had four hours of sleep at the most. At the most. I’ve got a few things on my mind, one of which is a song which I don’t know the lyrics to…

  • 2017-09-24 Happy Being Happy

    I’m living day to day and focused on the details. I’m walking in a haze of bliss content to believe the universe will provide the answers. As if I’ll sleep to dream and somehow wake up knowing what I should do. I’ve become comfortable not thinking about it. I’ve become happy placing my well-oiled, finely-tuned…

  • 2017-09-24 Sunday Status Update

    Day 5 of being ill, slept like shit last night because of congestion and my throat and cough are worse now. What the hell. As a result, my stats are taking a serious dive: Fitbit Steps.. Today – 6K so far. 7 Day Average – Just over 12K (above my official daily goal but below…

  • 2017-09-23 What’s a Girl to Do (or Not Do)

    Today I had another early morning and though I am feeling a little better, again, my throat is still a touch sore and I sound like a baritone frog. That’s not going to be very good for the mentoring session I signed up to do today. Three weeks ago a thing popped up on my…

  • 2017-09-22 From Beginning to End

    Right now I am so far away from where I began the day at 5AM. I was awake and wishing I had a treadmill. How silly is that? Who would want to walk on a treadmill at 6AM? But whatever. I fought with my body hard today. I worked so much on physical things and…

  • 2017-09-22 I Wish I Had a Treadmill

    I like going to the gym because when I do it’s like dedicated time to myself and I know I’m going to workout because there is nothing else to do there, save for the occasional sauna sitting. I’m focussed and have specific goals in mind. I even like to take classes now, which was not…

  • 2017-09-21 Bouncing Back

    The entire day yesterday was a challenge. Everything from going through our daily routine to trying to get some exercise despite feeling like the gum on the bottom of someone’s shoe. I did manage to find enough energy last night to mow the front yard and stayed up until just past 10 helping Z study…