Miss SugarCookie

Tag: journal

  • 2017-09-13 I Have More To Say About That

    Ever since I went to the concert last night I feel like I’ve been on the edge of some really heavy emotions. I eluded to that in my post earlier today about not apologizing for feeling the way I do or sometime wearing my heart on my sleeve, as they say. I wrote a little…

  • 2017-09-13 No Apologies

    Last night I went to the Ed Sheehan concert and took Z with me. It was her first big concert and so that was a pretty big deal. We both got dressed up really nice, me in a dress I have not worn in about five years and her in her homecoming dress from last…

  • 2017-09-12 The “Big” Question

    The crossroads. The decision. The thing that will change all other things to come. That’s putting a lot of pressure on one question. That’s putting a lot of pressure on one’s self. That is what thinking about what my next “career” move feels like. I’ve adequately filled up this months to-do list with things that…

  • 2017-09-11 Sixteen Years Ago Today

    Sixteen years ago, about this time of the day I was sitting in a perpetually unbearable conference room in a temporary building being rented by the health system to accommodate an overflow of people needed to support a number of mission critical implementation projects. I was pregnant with Z and still in the first trimester.…

  • 2017-09-10 Sunday Status Update

    I have not done actual stats in a while and since things are taking a turn for the better, it’s a good time for it. How does this go again? Exercise… Step Count: 13K today Highest Day This Week: 24,118 Lowest Day This Week: 1926 😛 Seven Day Average: 15,595 28 Day Average: 17,693 Maybe…

  • 2017-09-09 A Fine Time on Nine Nine

    Today I woke up early (surprise surprise), but it was OK because I went to bed early so I achieved over nine hours of sleep. That’s a thing that seems to be steadily getting better and I’ve called out the key factors on this before but it bears repeating… 1.) What is on my brain…

  • 2017-09-08 On Social Anxiety and Meeting People

    It has been a while since I woke up before 6AM, which feels like a really good thing. I feel like I am in a much better place than I was a month ago or two months ago and certainly a world away from where I was at in January. I’ve been fighting my way…

  • 2017-09-07 I’m So Done With Being On the Edge

    I think I am finally finished with the edging. Hooray!! I should stop and treat myself to something I love to celebrate that success (if I am following my own advice that is). The lines are good and the bricks are somewhat packed in (as much as I can with my body weight). I had…