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2021-11-09 Do I Need Help? š¤

About a month ago, before I went on my vacation to Oregon I finally told my husband Jim I was serious about finding a counselor or therapist. I elaborated on my reasoning and the thought processes that led me to the conclusion that therapy could help me. I clearly have issues Iām struggling with that…
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2021-11-08 Just Another Lustless Mondayā¦

Welcome to Monday. This morning while my husband was eating the breakfast I cooked him, he asked what my plans were for the day. Just a casual question that might start a conversation if I had some unexpected answer or something I was planning that Iād forgotten to mention previously. I donāt. Itās Monday so…
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2021-11-06 It has been a while⦠but why?

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2021-11-04 Signs of Change
Lately it is so strange that each day feels nothing like the day before. One would think that at my age, shit would start being more predictable. Predictable like.. boring and comfortable. But ohhhhh those mood swings and ahhhhh that unpredictability. One night I get a great nightās sleep and the next night sucks ass.…
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2021-10-14 Being Busy has its Advantages

Whatās on my mind today? My children flying to Washington by themselves (with each other) and the whole thing is outside my control. Yes, they will be with their dad for the duration of their trip, but he and his significant other flew yesterday. Despite my daughter sometimes being needy, sheās definitely independent and very…
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2021-10-12 Stopping to Smell the Hibiscus šŗ

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2021-10-09 Where to Beginā¦ āš»

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2021-09-29 An Epic Rant from a Terrible Daughterā¦

You know that saying?.. How does it go?.. āIf you donāt have something nice to say, donāt say anything at all.ā Itās something like that. Well⦠fuck that saying. There is absolutely nothing good I have to say about this situation with my mother but Iām done being the good daughter. At least here in…
