Category: health

  • 2018-10-06 Hell Yeah, That’s My Jam

    2018-10-06 Hell Yeah, That’s My Jam

    I’ve seen some good concerts in my day. I’ve also been to some seriously crappy ones and some take-or-leave-it gigs. Last night was one of the better ones. My friend Leah and I took a little road trip to Lincoln to see Fall Out Boy at the arena downtown. It was a great time. It…

  • 2018-10-04 Wild Winds and Wandering Thoughts

    Yesterday it was 90 degrees outside and this morning we woke to temps in the 40s. It’s not really a slow enough news day that we need to talk about the weather but wow! That’s significant. After dinner last night the kids and I watched as the winds picked up and my neighbors tree lost…

  • 2018-09-18 Letting Go

    It’s tough when you are in the middle of grief. There’s a method to the madness that includes anger and denial and acceptance and bargaining and depression. It can be a visious cycle, downward spiral, and at times the “acceptance” stage can seem like an impossible uphill climb. Even for the most logical mind, the…

  • 2018-09-08 Day-breaking

    I’m so ready to go on vacation .. my brain left for Mexico like two days ago. This morning I’m having a call with my mentor and I’m the picture of unprepared. Yet here I am at the gym trying to make myself feel better by sweating my ass off. I was up at 5:50…

  • 2018-08-30 Random Thursday Rants

    It’s now been 4 weeks since the insertion of the hormone boost and I swear I have less energy and focus now. It sucks. I guess I was unreasonably hopeful this change would make me feel amazing and I still can’t stay awake much past 9PM. Sucks sucks!! Am I destined to be lame and…

  • 2018-08-29 Elevator Nightmares

    I would not say I necessarily have any re-occurring dreams or nightmares but I definitely have reoccurring themes within them. I could probably go on and on about dreams but it almost always seems like a silly thing to spend time writing about. I mean, the question of what it all means will never really…

  • 2018-08-23 Week Three with the Hormone Boost

    Namely testosterone. Do I feel the advertised effects of more energy and focus? No. However I do wake up with a tiny headache each day. Wtf? The last couple weeks I basically chalked that up to starting my monthly cycle which I still get headaches during, but that’s long gone now and still these tiny…

  • 2018-08-16 I Don’t Miss It

    Yesterday turned out to be kind of a terrible day despite how great it started out. I was Swamped with meetings and I ended up having to do a call in my car going to the high school and back because my darling daughter forgot something she needed. From my own house that a 6…