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2017-12-15 Lions and Tigers and Boys.. Oh My
Yesterday was quite a strange day and full of expected and unexpected events. Most of it had to do with other people and most of those other people were men. Spoiler.. this one is on the long-ish side but the last bit at the end is super relevant to the story. First, my ex-husband called…
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2017-12-10 The Curse of the Logical Mind
There is no escaping reality. Believe me, I’ve tried. Well.. I’ve tried enough to feel really shitty for a couple of days after drinking too much. That’s where I was last year in the weeks leading up to and following Christmas. I hit rock bottom and did not want to live anymore. I was not…
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2017-11-10 The Good, the Bad, and the Really, Really Ugly
Let’s start with really, really ugly.. This morning when I woke up the temperature outside was 21 degrees. Brrrrrr, what?! Sometimes I wonder why I even live here since I hate the cold so, so much. I think the answer is/was family way back when, but now it’s definitely the kids. When they are grown…
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2017-10-17 Giving Credit Where Credit is Due
A few days ago I wrote about finally doing something I have been afraid to do for years. Fear may or may not be the right word, but at the heart of it, there is always some reason and that is the closest I thing I can come to pinpointing the root of why I…
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2017-10-27 On History Repeating
The last few days have been strange in the way it feels I’m living certain days and events of my life over again. Today it continues and I’ve been “hit” with one more. This one on a much more personal level. I was just doing random chores around the house and finishing dishes in the…
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2017-09-26 A Different Road
It’s 4:45AM. I woke up at four. I’m not in my own house and therefore not in my own bed and I probably had four hours of sleep at the most. At the most. I’ve got a few things on my mind, one of which is a song which I don’t know the lyrics to…
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2017-09-24 Sunday Status Update
Day 5 of being ill, slept like shit last night because of congestion and my throat and cough are worse now. What the hell. As a result, my stats are taking a serious dive: Fitbit Steps.. Today – 6K so far. 7 Day Average – Just over 12K (above my official daily goal but below…
