Miss SugarCookie

Tag: journal

  • 2017-05-06 Everything and Everything

    It took me a while yesterday, but I got to a place where I could be free… where my mind could be free. I really needed to disconnect from life and recharge and though I feel like I have farther I should travel on that path this weekend, I’m on my way. For the first…

  • 2017-05-05 Happy FriYay!

    My last post was about sleep being my goal. The ones before that were about my work issues and my relationship issues. The ones before that were about sleep being my goal. I’m detecting a trend. I was once asked why I write. My answer is simply because it is who I am. It’s my…

  • 2017-05-03 It’s All a Blur

    I’m talking about the last two days. I’m talking about the last two weeks. GAWD am I really talking about the last two years??!! I’m currently typing this on my phone wile trying to manage 160 strides per minute on the elliptical machine at the gym. This.. THIS is multitasking. This is how I’m going…

  • 2017-05-01 Happy May Day

    I went into the office this morning and made it about 2 hours before I had to leave again. I felt so seriously not able to focus and really not wanting to be at work at all. I want to work, I was just not physically able. The first thing I did this morning was…

  • 2017-05-01 Quite the Day Indeed

    Yesterday was emotionally draining. To be fair, the last week and a half has been emotionally draining, so yesterday sort of feels like the crescendo to all of that. I really could not take being stuck in a holding pattern at the precipice of unraveling any longer. I had to take a step. That step…

  • 2017-04-30 Closure Conversation?

    I’ve been saying all along, at every turn, that I need closure but that I may never have it. I may never have that conversation. I may never get the chance to say all the things I wanted to say AFTER it was all over. All the things I’ve ever said were things I wanted…

  • 2017-04-30 It’s All Just Rotten

    I probably wrote a couple of weeks ago that Matt had texted me a couple of times. And then we had a phone call on random Tuesday night. The next day is when I wrote “Waking Up Wednesday Wondering Why”. I don’t have to wonder more, now. Because now I’ve narrowed it down. Matt wants…

  • 2017-04-29 Saturday Status Check

    I thought I would start today by providing a simple status check, just so it is perfectly clear what the last week has done to me. Sleep: Last 7 days average 4 hours and 49 Minutes. About 2 hours short of my daily goal. 😔 Exercise: 7 day average step count is 9873. About 2K…