Category: relationships

  • 2017-09-13 I Have More To Say About That

    Ever since I went to the concert last night I feel like I’ve been on the edge of some really heavy emotions. I eluded to that in my post earlier today about not apologizing for feeling the way I do or sometime wearing my heart on my sleeve, as they say. I wrote a little…

  • 2017-09-13 No Apologies

    Last night I went to the Ed Sheehan concert and took Z with me. It was her first big concert and so that was a pretty big deal. We both got dressed up really nice, me in a dress I have not worn in about five years and her in her homecoming dress from last…

  • 2017-09-10 Sunday Status Update

    I have not done actual stats in a while and since things are taking a turn for the better, it’s a good time for it. How does this go again? Exercise… Step Count: 13K today Highest Day This Week: 24,118 Lowest Day This Week: 1926 😛 Seven Day Average: 15,595 28 Day Average: 17,693 Maybe…

  • 2017-09-08 On Social Anxiety and Meeting People

    It has been a while since I woke up before 6AM, which feels like a really good thing. I feel like I am in a much better place than I was a month ago or two months ago and certainly a world away from where I was at in January. I’ve been fighting my way…

  • 2017-08-31 Adios August

    Fitbit says I slept for 3 hours and 25 minutes last night. I don’t care. I’m feeling a little guilty for the long evening but I really lost track of time and didn’t know it had gotten so late. I want to wait an appropriate amount of time until I apologize. I also am really…

  • 2017-08-30 Welcome to Episode 242

    I’ve had such an incredible day. I almost feel as though I’m outside myself and watching this day go by like I’m watching some sort of episode of a show. Yesterday I was all about letting my brain linger on all the questions of why my mood seems so outside of my control and today…

  • 2017-08-24 It’s Just Lunch

    Quite some time ago, I promised my ex-husband I would take him to lunch. I don’t remember what the reason was but I typically don’t forget when I owe someone something or if I have made a promise. In the past few weeks he and I have had several conversation and he eluded to the…

  • 2017-08-24 You Mediate Your Way, I’ll Mediate Mine

    Today I tried to sleep more and of course my body and my mind would not have any of that. I gave up trying quickly because I knew it was a lost cause almost as soon as the lights were out and my white noise machine was on. Instead I turned to the next best…