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  • 2019-12-04 Being the Bearer of Bad News

    One minute you are scrambling to fix the Christmas lights that have been blown over by a raging wind and it’s the most important thing in the world and the next minute .. you’re an unlikely messenger of tragic news. That was my day yesterday. I’ve been spending my days lately getting ready for future…

  • 2019-12-03 Celebrating Success!

    2019-12-03 Celebrating Success!

    Somehow another month has slipped by. Somehow we’ve slid past the first of the fall/winter holidays and miraculously glossed right past the milestone that signified 2 months until the day of marriage vows. That was yesterday and I’m sure I could do a whole post about all of that, but it’s not what I’m aiming…

  • 2019-11-28 Attitude of Gratitude

    2019-11-28 Attitude of Gratitude

    It’s thanksgiving and I’m feeling pretty good today. My friend Leah teaches Jazzercise and I wanted to take her superset class today which is 1.5 hours of cardio via dance mixx with some strength sets with free weights. I made a point to get up in time to get my ass out the door and…

  • 2019-11-25 Writers Workshop Whammy

    Where are we at today? Ah yes, in writers workshop where my poetry is being critiqued by an eclectic group of undergrad students. Most of whom, might I add, have had more exposure and experience than I in studies about literature, poetry, and writing in general. I got my undergrad in computer science, so what…

  • 2019-11-24 The Current Trifecta

    2019-11-24 The Current Trifecta

    It feels like time is moving too fast. At the same time the minutes and hours of every day seem to creep by. I’m keeping a close eye on the calendar and have a growing list of things to do. Most of it has something to do with one of three main topics.. wedding planning…

  • 2019-11-22 A Love Letter for Today

    2019-11-22 A Love Letter for Today

    A Love Letter for Today   My words are a love letter. To love is a verb which doesn’t always mean the same thing as it did the day before. The bible says that it is patient and kind but i find more often than not, it can also be lonely and wanting and hopeful…

  • 2019-11-21 Turn Left at Uncertainty

    Let me start by saying this has not been a happy day and this will not be a happy post, if you have (like I have) had enough of just feeling shitty today, then best just skip this one. My feelings will not be hurt, because my feelings are already hurt. I’m sure the sun…

  • 2019-11-19 Signed, Sealed, and (being) Delivered

    2019-11-19 Signed, Sealed, and (being) Delivered

    Today’s post is brought to you by the least bridezilla bride to be of all time. Yours truly, Miss SugarCookie. I literally have to be the most easy going bride to be of all time. Either that or I have not hit that wall yet where I’m freaking out about every detail getting sorted. Don’t…

  • 2019-11-17 Pick a Card – Any Card ♦️ ♥️ ♠️ ♣️

    2019-11-17 Pick a Card – Any Card ♦️ ♥️ ♠️ ♣️

    It is Sunday but I probably won’t have sushi. Just hasn’t been in the cards for me lately. It does sound amazing right now, prolly cuz I’m hungry and also cuz 🍣 Sushi is the bomb 💣. By now you can probably tell I’m not in a writing mood. I’m not really in any sort…

  • 2019-11-13 Wild Wednesday Rant

    Yesterday I sort of gave myself a day to finally unwind from the weekend and from the rush of Monday when there were so many things due. I say sort of, because at every turn there seemed to be some reminder of how far behind I am. Wedding planning, getting my son caught up on…

  • 2019-11-11 Sort, Organize, File.. Repeat

    2019-11-11 Sort, Organize, File.. Repeat

    First things first, tipping my hat today as a loyal numbers nerd. It’s eleven eleven. That’s got to mean today is going to be a great day, doesn’t it?… Yes!! There were a lot of things that happened on Saturday. As I said yesterday, it was too much and too overwhelming to write about. Like…

  • 2019-11-10 Not the Conclusion I Had in Mind

    2019-11-10 Not the Conclusion I Had in Mind

    Friday I wrote about my latest assignment— to do something uncharacteristic and uncomfortable and then write about the experience. Well, folks, yesterday I definitely did that. The day was an extremely long one which started at about 6am. I planned to give a “talk” at barcamp omaha and doing any sort of public speaking is…

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