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2020-02-09 Back to Reality Part Two
I’m finally.. FINALLY getting back into things that I should be doing instead of dwelling on all the festivities last weekend. It’s hard to believe that one short week ago we were last minute grocery shopping and gathering all the boxes and flowers up for decorating. *** Those were the two sentences I wrote yesterday,…
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2020-02-06 A Serious Reality Check
Spoiler Alert… It’s not all rainbows and butterflies (though I’ve had a lot of both very recently). There is a story that most of us are taught, about life. A story that starts with beautiful beginnings and continues to wind its way through a path of happiness and wonderful moments. We are told that if…
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2020-02-04 If You Blink, You’ll Miss It
As predicted, time sped up to Superman pace this past weekend and it should be slowing down now, but doesn’t seem to be. Along that same line, I should be able to sleep now, but that’s not happening either. 5 hours last night and a sleep score of 57 (according to my Fitbit) and that’s…
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2020-02-02 At Long Last! It’s Here!! 🥂💍💕
We’ll folks, this is it! It’s finally here!!! No, I’m not talking about Groundhog Day, though that’s today too and Im happy to report Phil did not see his shadow so we are having an early spring!! 🌷🌷🌷 No, I’m not talking about the Super Bowl either, though that is also today and I’m sure…
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2020-01-31 The Play By Play +
I spent 6+ hours yesterday breaking up and shoveling chunks of ice down the driveway. I spent 6+ hours doing that instead of all the other stuff on my to-do list because, well, it just needed doing. In some places the ice was 2+ inches thick and we’ve been buying ice melt like it’s the…
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2020-01-29 Ahhh!! The Final Countdown… 💍💕🥂
The past few days have been all about gettin’ shit done. We’re kicking ass at this point and hopefully by Friday no detail will have escaped out attention. The numbers keep getting smaller and today it’s now 4 days until I throw the biggest party of my life! I mean, we’re gonna start partying on…
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2020-01-25 All About It
(not exactly the expected topic for today but a nice break from the cray-cray anyway)… Today’s post is brought to you by Hoodie Allen singing his hit “All About It” featuring the impossibly incredible Ed Sheeran. It’s the song that inspired my purchase of the album “People Keep Talking”, which is not my typical type…
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2020-01-24 One Way to Start a Friday
I woke up shortly after 3am and was immediately consumed by thoughts about everything going on. A veritable Rolodex of current events. 1. 8 days until the wedding. 😱 2. Cleaning the house for the party. 3. Being so scattered I missed my sisters birthday lunch and wondering if she’s going to hold it against…
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2020-01-22 Scattertrain Snowday
Scattertrain is what happens when you cross a fast moving train with some highly caffeinated thought patterns. By now I’m sure anyone who reads this blog (my sincere gratitude to you kind souls 😘😘) that the subject of the wedding is wearing thin. Truly, though, it is what it is and I can’t help it…
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2020-01-21 Nothing to See Here, Just a Little Clucking Going On 🐥
I know what I’m gonna want to know 5 years from now when I look back on this day. That it was 0 degrees when I woke up and I didn’t want to leave my house and oh, by the way, I’m getting married in 11 days and trying really hard not to freak out.…
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2020-01-19 My Kingdom for a Good Day in the Garden
I once again have nothing to talk about. Can this be right? I’m gathering my thoughts into a bouquet and the clippings are meager, flowers sparse. The earth is frozen outside my windows and despite the bright sun, single digit temps are a huge deterrent to venturing out. None the less, I’m taking my daughter…
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2020-01-18 In Two Short Weeks
Yesterday we got our marriage license. Isn’t it amazing it only costs like 32 dollars to get legally married and potentially thousands of dollars to get legally divorced. Alternately, it costs potentially thousands of dollars to get ceremonially married and just two cents to get ceremonially divorced. Today we met with our officiant and he…
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